State of the Dread: Feb 25-Mar 2

This used to be “really good” for me, I’ve gotten better…

WRITING

I’m a contributor at UpstreamReviews, I post weekly updates at CrackerStack, and I pick at a novel in between illustrations.

Very pleased to announce I wrote a thousand words on my next manuscript, which you can read over at the CrackerStack if you’re a premium supporter.

READING

Go subscribe to the CrackerStack for my weekly reading updates. If you become a paid subscriber, you’re helping me support my book habit. Thanks!

I really only finished one book, which was SERVANTS OF WAR. Video coming soon on that one. Tomorrow I’ll finish TOUR OF THE PRAIRIES by Washington Irving.

DRAWING

I’m an illustrator and I post on my Instagram account. Follow me there and I will update more regularly.

Finished a piece! I think my method for this book is “I’ll touch up the backgrounds when I’m all done.” Because they’ll need it, and I can do that in batches, but for now I need to get the individual pieces ready.

VIDEO

I have over 2,500 subscribers on YouTube. Are you one?

Big week for the channel, I’ve posted consistently since Monday. I’d like to keep that up. My biggest video was the one with Current Week buzzwords, which I kind of hate, but I had something relevant to say about it, so I regret nothing.

FITNESS

Got my weight back down to 215. I took a look at some food options and I’m committing hard to zero junk this week, no excuses. I need five days of clean eating. This is a test of wills. I’m setting aside Tuesday and Friday nights as exercise nights in the shop, too. Nothing fancy, just setting that time aside to do some iso for a few sets. Gotta get consistent. I’m losing the progress from PectoCracker last year.

Get back to work.

State of the Dread: Feb 18-24

Find a girl who looks at you the way my wife looks at God’s Mightiest Trucker.

WRITING

I’m a contributor at UpstreamReviews, I post weekly updates at CrackerStack, and I pick at a novel in between illustrations.

Last week my review of THE VINLAND SAGA #1 went live on Upstream. I posted a chapter on the Stack, and also posted my reading update. This week I’m setting aside time (late Friday night) to knock out a thousand words on a manuscript for next year, one that I’m tremendously excited about. I will also write a video script for the channel (TBD).

READING

Go subscribe to the CrackerStack for my weekly reading updates. If you become a paid subscriber, you’re helping me support my book habit. Thanks!

I have a few review books to read, I’m behind on those, but first I’m going to reread a fantasy from last year. I should be able to knock out four titles this week. Generally I can read a book in a day (trucker, audiobooks, etc) but I’m also following a few podcasts and streaming shows, I like to vary it up.

DRAWING

I’m an illustrator and I post on my Instagram account. Follow me there and I will update more regularly.

Didn’t get as far as I wanted on this week’s piece, but here’s my progress so far.

I’ll finish this and start another one. With a few long nights I can increase production.

VIDEO

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If Rumble’s mobile interface was better, I would upload to that one regularly as well, but right now I don’t have the time to worry about it. I need them to improve their tech so I can post videos from my phone without delays.

Solid week on the channel, knocked out a video every weekday and I have a few audio files that just need video put to them. Very pleased with that. My best video was a recap of the “Year of Sanderson” novels.

FITNESS

Gained some weight back and only did the AbWheel once. I am deeply ashamed. Judge me for my fatness, and also for my weakness. This week I shall repent of both.

Get back to work.

State of the Dread: Feb 11-17

Go 49ers, I suppose. I’m happy for the Chiefs, I like Andy Reid and stuff, but the Patriots just finished their run and I don’t want to watch another dynasty unless it’s the Colts. Thus, on this go-round I hope Brock Purdy does the deed.

I was on vacation this week so I managed to finish up some projects.

WRITING

Over on the CrackerStack I posted the 26 riders in HOWLING WILDERNESS and their bios. I also posted some premium chapters from THE KORBADELL JOB so check those out and consider subscribing. In addition, I drafted a few pieces for Upstream.

This week I am mostly back on drawing, though I might draft some more video scripts.

READING

Since I was on vacation, I caught up on some print stuff for a change! This includes THE ELLIMIST CHRONICLES and a boat load of comics. Some will get videos, some will get posts. I also (finally) finished XENOS, a Warhammer novel.

This week I have another Reacher to read, as well as some new Audible pieces.

DRAWING

I didn’t draw as much as you might think. Being off work meant being off my schedule. I was awake alongside my kids a lot more, and that necessitated changes. I did finish a HW piece and started a new one.

Calico Hind takes his shot

This week I will finish that one and start another.

VIDEO

Jeez, I think I posted one video and went live once. Recording was about as difficult as drawing, and I wanted to spend time with the kids anyhow, so it is what it is.

I’m back on daily vids this week. Subscribe to the channel or public school kids will lose their love of reading.

FITNESS

Maintained my weight, hit the Ab Wheel twice, and fixed the pull up bar in the shop so I can spend some time out there.

Get back to work.

State of the Dread: Jan 29-Feb 4

Omg he’s literally me

Last week was shot from the word go. But I still got some stuff knocked out. On Monday we had a giant ice storm in Oklahoma City. I will spare you the details, suffice it to say that I started work 8 hours behind schedule and that cascaded across the next five days. I am exhausted.

WRITING

No new writing on HW. However, over at the CrackerStack I posted more chapters from the old manuscript. Check it out a subscribe for updates.

READING

I finished an urban fantasy, a book about Teddy Roosevelt, and the 4th Jack Reacher novel. This week I will read a Witcher book, along with another Alatriste installment. Most likely I will read Dungeon Crawler Carl #2. And I think tonight I will sit back and read a big piece of XENOS by Abnett (Warhammer/Eisenhorn.) It’s slow but very good.

DRAWING

I’m posting from my phone and the latest version of my WiP is on the computer. However I did finish the piece I was doing last week, because of the ice storm. So.

VIDEO

I did publish five low-edit videos on the channel, which is probably a new record. But you all know that because you are subscribed, yes?

FITNESS

Oh boy. I did 4 reps on the AbWheel, waited a day, and wanted to die. This week I will hit it twice. By the end of the year I will be able to blast out 25 rolls a day all week, and you’ll be begging to wash clothes on my shredded core. I will demean you with slurs. We will both smile.

Get back to work.

State of the Dread: Jan 21-27

Things I don’t miss: screwing around with chemboxes in the snow. (2019)

WRITING

Through my artwork on HOWLING WILDERNESS I realized I’ll need to explain certain things about the riders, so I came up with the idea of actually typing out their individual profiles and including them with the illustrations as excerpts from the in-world newspaper. So I’m picking at that when I’m stymied elsewhere.

Check out my Amazon page and buy a book.

READING

I powered through DISQUIET GODS by Ruocchio. Hefty series, almost impossible to summarize. I’ll do a writeup at UpstreamReviews in the coming weeks. Check the CrackerStack for my other reading updates.

DRAWING

Didn’t finish this piece, I stupidly picked one that required me to draw two feathered animals, and I had a few lost nights along the way. I’ll finish it by Tuesday of this week, and from there I will probably pick a simpler one to make up the time.

VIDEO

Had a few new ones on the channel, and the success continues. I’m happy and grateful. Should be purchasing some new channel tech in the next week or so.

The big news is that I’m openly declaring what I’ll no longer put up with in the comments. This has been the case for a while but racist histrionics are popping up a lot on my Mayflower stuff, so I’m putting it out there for everyone to know.

Talk dumb, get punted.

FITNESS

I am finally, for the most part, over whatever gunk had plugged up my lungs for the first two weeks of the year. On top of that I managed to lose two pounds. This week I’m hitting the ab wheel every day after work, it’s time to make AbCracker happen with a vengeance.

Back to work.

State of the Dread: Jan 7-13

Okay, the New Year hangover is behind us, it’s time to solidify the process and see how the first week went. For me, it was about 50/50.

WRITING

I drafted a semi-long piece over at Upstream, comparing the film and novel versions of Jurassic Park. Going forward, I’ll have one writing night where I do an Upstream piece and a CrackerStack piece, and another night where I pick at CODE NAME RAZOR. Other than that, I am in drawing mode.

My next Upstream piece is a review of Godzilla Minus One, which goes live on January 11th. A little behind the curve, but the schedule was already full when I wrote it.

READING

Finished three books, including the fifth Sun Eater book. This week I will read at least three more. I have two titles I need to get to on Speechify, then Shadiversity’s book. I also need to pick a reading night with my family. Might be Sundays, now that I think of it…

Make sure you’re following the CrackerStack for full updates on the reading anyway.

DRAWING

Good news! Knocked out the first piece for HOWLING WILDERNESS. I have maybe 20 on the docket. This week I want to finish another one. Tall order, let’s see what I’ve got up my sleeve.

VIDEO

This week has been plagued with audio problems. I recorded a lot of segments but most of them have feedback issues so I can’t use them for decent videos. I’m trying to fine-tune that process, sorry for the lack of production. I did get one book review up, though.

The really cool part about last month is that the channel made a few dollars, and I can invest in some equipment to improve said channel. I’m putting together a list right now.

FITNESS

After spending a year doing push-ups, my brain is molded to that exercise as a preferred workout. I don’t want to lose the ability to do powerful sets like I have been for the last few months, I just want to work in other stuff.

Every day when I get home I’ll take the kids straight out to the shop and we’ll do some workouts. I’ll hit the ab wheel and the pull-up bar. That’ll be the start for this week, to just log reps and see what I can really do.

Aiight, get back to work.

State of the Dread: End of 2023 Report

Well gang, we survived. I won’t recap the entire year month-by-month, that is Dave Barry’s job, and he’s been at it for decades. In my more partisan days I would bristle at the jabs directed against My Side, but as I (hopefully) mature a little, I realize that Both Sides are dumb as dog $#!+ and nobody should be in charge of anything.

(Except for me. I have a secret plan. Make me president and I’ll fix it all.)

Anyway, here’s what I got up to in ’23, and what I’ll do in ’24 to build on it.

READING

I read 170 books.

This year I’m on deck to read another 150. I don’t care, this is my life now. That said, a lot of this stuff will be content fuel for the channel, and that gets me paid, so it’s a replenishing habit. Lol.

WRITING

I finished the manuscript for HOWLING WILDERNESS and published the print editions of SHERIFF PORTER and SIC SEMPER TYRANNOSAURUS.

My streak of at least one new publication per annum remains intact. Next year I will publish HOWLING WILDERNESS as well as the print edition (revised) of ANSWERABLE COURAGE.

Also, I’m going to get at least a first draft of CODE NAME RAZOR wrapped up. (Working title.)

Final cherry on top, not that it’s going to take a lot of my attention this year, but since 2026 is the 250th anniversary of the Declaration of Independence, as well as the 10th anniversary of PATRIOT’S GAME, I’ll be releasing a hardcover omnibus of Engines of Liberty complete with some minor revisions, some new material (a trilogy of novellas called Engines of Winter) and most important, improved artwork.

“But Graham, you said you weren’t going to do that!”

Yeah well, guess what? I do what I want. But in seriousness, I do want to release better art, and I’ll be in a position to make it. The old stuff will still appear in the back of the book, in an old gallery. The new stuff will be digital and better.

DRAWING

I illustrated SHERIFF PORTER and did some other doodles along the way.

In ’24 I will fully illustrate HOWLING WILDERNESS, fully illustrate ANSWERABLE COURAGE, and post at least one drawing per week to my Instagram account.

As part of my ongoing artistic development, I will also read at least three of the art books that I have in my library, that I have not yet read.

AUDIO

I finished Radcracker with over 300 episodes in 5 years.

Now the podcast is done. What replaces it? Keep reading.

VIDEO

The channel has grown significantly in ’23. I finally got monetized, I more than doubled my subscriber count, and I’m getting regular engagement on a handful of videos.

I have added a second channel that I will build up in ’24. It’s called The Graham Hammer and it’s for all of the videos I want to do about things that aren’t book-related. That’s what the main channel is for. This is the outlet that will replace my podcasts, because Spotify has nuked the viability of that outlet by absorbing Anchor.

You can subscribe the channel here on YouTube. I’m still working on the Rumble side of things, but the plan is to have my videos post to both channels so I have a backup outlet. Building it up will be slow, but content will be regular, as I’m doing the exact same thing I did with Radcracker all these years.

FITNESS:

I hit my goal of 25,000 pushups. I missed my goal of weighing 200lbs. In 2024 I commit to doing a few things different.

First, I will renew my focus on intermittent fasting, which I have had success with in the past. This year I allowed poor discipline and excuse-making to creep in with regard to my half-graveyard shift, and I was more or less constantly eating. Even though I log ten miles a day at work on my feet I still didn’t lose weight so I have to change. My hard eating window will be 12 hours, and I will adjust it month-by-month in response to my actual work schedule.

Second, I will continue my habit of daily pushups but I don’t think I will do them at work any longer, like I did this year. I should knock those out at home with my children. Further, I’m not aiming for volume in ’24. I’m aiming at variants. I want to be able to do 10 handstand pushups, 10 one-armed pushups on each side, and 1-3 other difficult types, including diamonds. I’m still brainstorming on this one, but basically I want to do 5 different types of push-ups.

Third, I am going to master my Ab Wheel. I have been extremely sporadic with that thing and it’s time to go whole-hog. This will require me to focus more on core exercises, which is good. There was a time when I actually had six-pack abs (it was 21 years ago…) and I can do it again. I’m just sloppy.

These three things are within my reach. I will do other fitness-related things, this is simply the foundation I will lay beneath it all.

CONCLUSION

2024 will be just another year in a lot of ways. But so was 2023, with the caveat that I accomplished much of what I set out to do, so I will carry that momentum forward and get better in measurable ways.

Get back to work.

State of the Dread: Aug 6-12

Are you reading the Book of Mormon on the regular? One ought to.

WRITING

Biggest news here: SHERIFF PORTER is in the final stages of production. Proof copy comes this week. I was going to start drafting SIC SEMPER TYRANNOSAURUS but didn’t get my butt in the writing chair. I shall repent of my creative fatness.

READING

I literally only finished one book this week. It was LIGHT BRINGER and I have been raking in the views on YouTube with my Red Rising content. Lol. The problem was that book infuriated me so much that I didn’t really get into anything else.

I did start a thriller that I haven’t finished but is so far pretty good. I spent a lot of this week listening to music. Alestorm, which is another Napalm Records band, is pirate-themed metal, and while I’ve tried their music before with poor results, I found some other tracks of theirs this week that were cool. I also came across Beast in Black and I really like their sound.

Most of all I just listened to Angus McSix and the Sword of Power over and over. That’s my jam this summer. No ragrets.

This week I’m back on the reading wagon. I’ll finish the thriller, then read SON OF THE BLACK SWORD, and start on INHERITANCE by Paolini. I don’t plan to read a ton of it this week. It’s a primer for MURTAUGH which comes out in November. Oh, and I guess I should read that new Sanderson that I didn’t get to last month.

DRAWING

Mostly finishing the SP cover for the paperback. Check it.

AUDIO

New Radcracker.  Subscribe on AppleGoogle, or Spotify.

VIDEO

I did an introduction video for the channel, just to have one on the home page. The big video was my review of ISOM #2, which got a lot of interaction from Eric July’s fans. Very thrilled with how that one turned out.

FITNESS

I ain’t doing all this math, I’m just glad the average is ticking downward. I’ve more or less dropped 2 of the 6 pounds I gained in Texas, haha. I’ll have the damage undone by the end of August.

The bigger problem is, I’ve lost all motivation to do push-ups. #PectoCracker has stalled and the engine needs to start again. Thus it is that I’m allowing myself to go back to 20-rep sets because I know I can blast them out easy, and I’ll just aggregate until I get back into the mindset of doing sets of 30 or 40. And don’t even ask me about AbCracker, I just suck. I can blame the humidity, the bigger culprit is my sleep cycle has been all out of whack the last two weeks.

Our dog escaped on Friday and my wife woke me up mid-nap to go find her. So that was a bit of an emotional thing, and I didn’t go back to sleep until way late. Screwed up my Saturday and now I’m in recovery mode Sunday. I’ll get there, it’s just annoying. Glad we found our dog and made friends with a neighbor.

Aiight, that’s enough you scoundrels, go buy one of my books and then get back to work.

State of the Dread: July 9-15

THE DRAGON AWARDS ARE OPEN FOR NOMINATING. I don’t have any books that released in the window necessary for nomination (July last year through June this year.) Unfortunate, but oh well. Go read this Upstream post to see what we recommend for nominations. The post does leave off ANDOR as a viable TV candidate, so I recommend putting that in for that category.

WRITING

Outside of a review at Upstream, nothing this week, due to poor schedule management plus exhaustion from a couple of bad days at work. Oklahoma humidity continues to be a revelation. From the low desert of Nevada to the high desert of Utah, I have a lifetime acclimation to dry heat, and I need to re-learn everything I know in order to thrive in this environment. Plus I’m almost 39. So.

Anyway, this week my plan is to take a night and write the outline for SIC SEMPER TYRANNOSAURUS, a Silas Proctor adventure.

READING

I finished THE CROSSING, NINE PRINCES IN AMBER, and IRON GOLD (second reading.) The 6th Red Rising book comes out in 2 weeks so I’m going to burn through DARK AGE just because I effing hate that book and I want it in the rear view.

This week I’m reading JOHNNY TREMAIN, YUMI AND THE NIGHTMARE PAINTER, ANIMORPHS: THE MUTATION, and DARK AGE. I will not finish DARK AGE this week. Oh well.

DRAWING

Lots of thumbnail work for HOWLING WILDERNESS, I’m very pleased. This week I will finish the thumbnails. After that I’m taking a break before jumping in on the digital drawings, because the funds for SHERIFF PORTER came in, and I need to work on fulfillment for the campaign.

AUDIO

New Radcracker, available on the usual spots. I talked about THE CROSSING and Pacific Rim. Subscribe on AppleGoogle, or Spotify.

VIDEO

Other than a short one on Independence Day, I didn’t get a video together this week. But the channel did hit 1200 subs for the first time, and 3k watch hours. Thank you guys!

FITNESS

Only managed 750 pushups. The humidity and the 5-day schedule really swept the leg on me and it’s all adding up. The total on PectoCracker is 14,850. I really wanted to get it to 15k last week. Alas.

Also, AbCracker didn’t quite pan out. I’m not as psychologically dialed in on that, so I’ll recommit this week and see what happens. I really need to cut back on the sugar, this has been a junk food summer for sure.

Cease to be fat and get back to work.

State of the Dread: January 8-14

He’s a cool dude.

Writing

It pleases me to announce that I will finish draft 2 of HOWLING WILDERNESS this week. Once it is done I will contact beta readers for feedback, and I won’t touch it for six weeks.

While it is down, I will publish at least one paperback edition of an old project.

Reading

Last week I read GOD EMPEROR OF DUNE, HOGS IN THE SAND, and INTO THE LIGHT. There is a review pending on that last one at UpstreamReviews.com.

This week I have HELL AND BACK, TRESS OF THE EMERALD SEA, and AN HONEST PRESIDENT on deck. If I blast them all out, MAGNIFICENT NINE will probably happen too.

That’s a Longmire book, a Sanderson KickstarterX4 book, a bio of Grover Cleveland, and a Firefly novel.

Drawing

Toying with new Radcracker art.

Audio

The GI Joe thing is fun and cool, but I think there is still something weird going on with Radcracker. My most recent episode hit 5100 plays in 3 days. Then it stopped. The episode right before that was just about as fast. I’m entering a beta phase with Anchor on ads, so I’m not making any money off the listens. I’ll have to find another way to earn money off it.

Video

Channel link here. Didn’t do one last week. I’d like to this week, I just don’t know what about. Then again it’s about as simple as grabbing a book off my shelf, sitting down in the shop, and flapping my lips about it. Y’all know I can do that for a solid twenty minutes.

Fitness

I did 500 pushups at work, which is less than it sounds because it was 100 per day, in sets of 20. It was cool though. Follow on Twitter, hashtag #PectoCracker

This week I want to do a few more iso sessions in Fortress Fatphobia. I only did one, I’m aiming for three now.